Last month I had to have surgery for a retina detachment. No sooner had the retina in my eye begun to heal, when the macula sprang a hole! Once again, I had emergency surgery to repair it. This sent me right back to square one, where I was a month ago, having to lie or sit face down for three weeks.
This was a real setback - but in some ways it felt that it had to be. Perhaps there were still things I had to learn. With my head down, I closed my eyes and time-traveled to when I was a young child growing up in Rhodesia. Before we had electricity, there was no light at night other than candles and paraffin lamps. In the stifling hot month of October, when we could not sleep, my father took our mattresses out onto the lawn. As we lay down looking at the stars and the moon, my father showed us Orion’s Belt and the Milky Way. The blackness was like a soft, velvety cloak that embraced us. On one occasion, we heard the roar of a lion in the distance and the beating of native drums. We did not feel afraid, but one with nature; there was nothing to distract us from the beautiful, dark starlit night sky, and it felt good. I felt that same peace now, sitting in the dark, face down.
A week before I sprang a hole in my macula, I had found an old dried-out piece of ginger root in the kitchen. It was ready to go in the bin - no longer edible, or useful to cook with. I noticed three small shiny ‘eyes’ on it. I had nothing to lose if I planted it to see what would happen. I soaked it and planted it. Two weeks after I’d had the surgery, when I checked, three little shoots were peeping through the soil. I realized this was a message from the Creator, that He’s not done with me yet! I may be old, wrinkled, and dried out, but there’s still life, and while there’s life, there’s hope! So it’s a new season of growth, creating a new pathway to a new way of being and doing. This inspired me to write a poem about how we are never done. Our Creator always has a plan; we may not see it with our external eyes. If we allow Him to work in the mystery's darkness of not seeing and knowing. We do not have to be afraid of the dark, but let it embrace us, feeling at one with nature and our Creator. It was in the soil's darkness that the mystery of the little ginger root sprang to life.
I would love to leave you with this message: that the Creator is never done with us as long as we have breath. We are all on this planet for a purpose. I hope you enjoyed this little story today, and that it encourages and inspires you to keep going even if things look dark and bleak.
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Family stories are, perhaps, our own memorial stones. They remind us of who we are. They steady us when life becomes uncertain. And they help us understand that history is never merely something behind us; it continues to live quietly within us.
We are not separate from the past; we are shaped by it. The lives of those who came before us have influenced the world we now inhabit, just as our own lives will influence those who come after.
History is often described as the story of power, how it rises, shifts, and reshapes societies. Yet power does not move only through governments and armies. It moves quietly through families, through the opportunities and losses that shape the paths of individual lives. When we tell these stories, we remember that history is not distant or abstract. It is personal.
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Your poetry is beautiful, Deryn, and I love your thoughts on our Creator.
Thank you. I am so glad it resonated with you.
This was beautiful. A blessing to my heart.
I am so glad it spoke to your heart
Lovely words and concepts alike. What a gift you share. Thank you!
Thank you, this was a new insight for me too!
Well written, and a good lesson!
Thank you, I appreciate your comment.