
Winter is a time for deep thoughts as we wait out the cold months to take up our lives again in Spring. I was inspired walking through the cold, snow covered graveyard in Pennsylvania looking at the headstones of people long gone from this life. I came across two headstones, marked just FATHER and MOTHER. Whose Father and Mother? What were their names? Why had they been buried here? Many stories popped into my imagination at that time, of an adventurous couple coming to an untimely end and being found by strangers and buried in the nearest churchyard? I left them sleeping there with their untold story.
Death changes us. Paul says in 1 Corinthians 15 “we shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed”. We are told we shall have new and glorious bodies at the resurrection. That gives us hope for our loved ones who have passed on. But I thought that verse has a deeper meaning, we shall all be changed, those who are left behind also face major changes in their lives.
What happens when your spouse dies, or a child or your parents or beloved friend? Each of these encounters with loss, changes you. How you deal with the loss and how you walk through the grief process. When my late husband died, it left me with difficult choices to make. Should I remain in Cape Town where I had plenty of friends and support? Should I move to be nearer to one of my children living overseas? Did I want be left alone to grow old on the African continent when all my closest family lived in America? How was I going to earn enough for my retirement? There were a thousand questions I had to answer as a result of my husband’s death.
The answers to those questions led me to a career change, a move to the UK and finding my feet again at age 62, that experience certainly changed me, it stretched me in every direction. I was able to grow again, instead of being settled in the mundane existence that a married couple can fall into over time. I found myself excited about life again. We are so resistant to change and yet it is the very thing that proves our limitations and our character. I found a new joy in being able to explore my new environment, I learned a whole new skillset, I made new friends and I was able to travel to places I would never have been able to had I remained in South Africa.
Was I afraid of the unknown? You bet I was! Yet I knew deep down that things could not remain the same, and I would have to make changes whatever I did. Have you been placed at a crossroads in your life by loss? Are you afraid of the giant leaps you may have to take on your own? I have travelled this path and am happy to walk beside you as you make this transition to a new place in your life. If you would like my map and let me guide you, please contact me via my webpage ww.crossingmybridges.com
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